30/6--3/7, Bangi Team Planning Retreat, Port Dickson, Palm Spring.
Few days before went to the FOC planning retreat, I received a message from my friend.
She told me that, God is not pleased to what I’m doing now and order me don’t go for the planning retreat and don’t join the CLC again.
After reading the message, fear gripped me… and I started feel stress…doubt…confusion…
I can’t stop wondering about myself.
“Am I called? Am I chosen to do God’s work and served in CLC?"
A lot of negatives thinking come to my mind…
But God is gracious and compassionate, HE knows what I’m facing now…
HE send an angle, that is a phone call from Beatrice at the right time.
I can’t stop crying and ask her:
“Am I doing wrong? Why God unpleased with me? What can I do now?”
Beatrice told me don’t bother about what my friend said, just pray to the Lord, open the Bible and read what our Lord want to tell me.
I pray to Lord, please enlighten my eyes and let me know what is YOUR will…
And in His unique way, He’ll let me know He has heard my pleas. He speaks to me through my inner voice in absolute quietude.
Likewise in Luke 8:22-25, the disciples finding their boat swamped in great danger woke Jesus up, crying out, “Master, we’re going to drown.” Jesus calmed the storm. Then He asked His disciples, “ Where is your faith?”
WHERE IS MY FAITH?
Some scriptures come to my eyes—
“Fear not, for I am with you. Be not dismayed; for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you.” – Isaiah 41:10
“You did not choose me but I chose you. And I have appointed you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last.”—John 15:16
With the Word’s of God, I have victory over all threats and oppression, all deceptions and temptations. And yet, I continue to do my prayer handbook for 31st fast and pray.
God speak to me through the whole process while typing the devotion message for the prayer handbook.
And this giving me a chance to prepared my heart for the coming planning retreat.
Pay Shen~ Pray...
Planning for how to share The Great Commission with Christian~
Eating durians in hotel~ oh no....!! Smelly...
Brotherhood and Sisterhood~
Good~ well done~
Phoebe and Hengkee
Planning the schedule for whole semester~
Presentation for group's work~
Core students planning~
~Big Family~
Thank God for giving opportunity to served you in this campus.
Lord! I truly believe in Your good and perfect will, Your plans will be established.
"Father, not my will but Yours be done"
Please reveal to me Your clear direction and open my heart for me to realize that to able to serve You is grace indeed, and an act of mercy of You.
Let me hold firmly to You and let Lord's Word strengthen my heart , that I will not depart from my goal.
Increase my strength so that I will be zealous for the vision.
All this reveals the power of Your Word:
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength."
Thank you Lord.
The LORD is my helper; I will not be afraid.
-Hebrews 13:6-
